I thought I was going to be all in love with jiu jitsu again this week but I haven’t been. I have not enjoyed it one bit really and it has taken every ounce of willpower to even show up. I know it will pass. I feel so terrible at it right now….. I think it takes me so much longer to catch onto than others. Muay Thai wasn’t this hard to at least feel decent at. I know I will get there though.